I WISH TO GO BACK

I wish to go back

I wish , could be back in my 20s,
Llife was good till then.
With ripen mind,
With deeper thoughts.
When for making a choice,
I was chosen, in my voice.
Kind enough to self,
To listen to self for help.
When the life that we live,
We get , just for once.
Why waste?
Instead give our best,
To not hesitate ,
To stand, to speak,
To rise the peak .
Once done,
We are the pride figure.
Or else,
A common women era on trigger.
Sacrifices never ending,
She forgets her own mending.

I wish to start afresh.
To undone the wrongs,
When the decisions are strong.
To add few and deduct many.
The many who claim to be yours,
But never did they show up.
To go back , with experience,
And never open the door of entrance,
Let them not be a part,
Rather be an audience in silence.

I wish to begin from the beginning .
When i started being bluffed.
When I trusted each one,
When I didn’t value the moment.
The gone time that I recall.
That just came in gush,
Without touching in hush.
In a blink,it flipped the pages.
The last chapter,
With new characters.
Lost are all old,
Without being told.
Innocent was I,
To speak up was shy,
What is I understand,
To live happy , we-have to stand .

I Wish I would have fought then,
If earlier i was taught then.
I wish , I never wished to go back,
Something in me did lack.
Then and there,
When you are fair,
That’s how you are taken care.