Why didn’t you?, Mom

Why didn’t you see mom?,

the tears, in my eyes.

I did not want to get married.

I was not prepared.

I was ageing, but my life was still moving.

 

 

Why didn’t you feel mom?,

the pain, in my heart .

I didn’t want to leave you behind.

I wanted to be your son.

And look after you for the rest of my life, like you did, when I was small.

 

 

Why didn’t you read mom?,

my expressions, said it all.

I was aberrant than the rest.

I had my list to covet.

I buried them all, and learnt to live where my happiness did not exist.

 

 

Why didn’t you listen mom?,

I repeated several times.

I wanted to live for u.

Those people were vile.

They screamed on silly little things and whacked me,when I was wrong.

 

 

Why didn’t you stop me mom?,

I could have been alive.

I was homeless.

Left on the street that night.

Mentally shaky, I was run over  by a car, but if you wanted mom, I could have lived so far.

 

 

Why didn’t you fight mom?,

for the justice of my soul.

Because I was your daughter,

And because you are somebody else’s.

It’s we, at fault, redering ourselves to dance.

Those brutal, deuced,contempt should not be given any chance.